i have made a decision
the reason i left the SCOC , or actually...I am just winding down and will sometimes attend the practices just for learning.
The choir is changing (or maybe I am changing?) and I am happy that I learned how to express myself thru voice. It has been good for my self-confidence and self-expression.
it is all good.
there I said it, it is good to finally make a decision,
not making a decision will drive me crazier.